I'm through running for trains

Dawdled this morning and when I pulled into the parking lot in Framingham I heard the 7:47 express train coming into the station. I could have made it if I had hustled to pay the parking fee and had run to the platform. But eff it. Running would have just gotten me to work fifteen minutes before the next train, and for what? I'm getting dumped on at work because of bad planning on a huge project. (I sat around for months with hardly any work while this project got further and further behind. Then I was put on it. Just stupid.) I'm done with killing myself for companies, corporations, agencies, or whatever.